I am getting increasing frustrated with trading around work obligations. I know, I know, "Your job is allowing you to do this" yada yada. I can only keep one eye on chat about 5 minutes an hour, watch the price action off and on (whether holding a position or not), and it seems like I'm always about a minute behind the breakout, and then I'm emotional all day about making something happen, and then I force something, and it's not working. That's not a surprise; I'm not being disciplined. I really want to watch the market, and read the news, contribute to the chat community. I REALLY want to. I know I will get to that point (been studying for the last 5 hours), but it's so irritating. No pity needed, just had to shout it out *end rant*