But try, tried 5* times losses, bought PL few times at 40 into close losses, shorted FIG win some back need to wait til closer to close to enter my fault last few days down 1k in 3 days paycheck money go by by

Bought fig around 20 few times mistimed 162 in losses 1500 shares, tried a short at support on PL 48 loss, and mRNA lost 97 shorting at support. Nasdaq super strong parabolic chart all time highs after war issues, shorting at support I knew was foolish, did it anyway, lost 800 in 2 days retirement money poor I need to get a job so I am unavailable during mkt hours. Sad knowing which way to trade, and just mistiming it a bit, and going against it unwisely sad.

Worked, didn’t eat, saw short chance, way too aggressive tried 5 or 6 entries causing this total loss outs. Had quick 150 first one didn’t take it then this happened. Worse, knew mkt was super strong like a freight train up meaning don’t short, but saw it and forced aggressively anyway, wrong, right read.

Tried short FIG 19, out after a penny then it broke up notably good. Then short at 35 PL, mkt strong, weekly chart strong on PL, but daily last 4 days all looked weak to me thought based on mkt level intraday and this thing had a chance to breakdown which it ended up doing after I got out to 34 into close so I took 1/10th but scared due to big losses, live n learn sometimes let the winners run if enough alignment occurs

Two trades in AM off work today low volume sort of 2nd red day in mkts, numbers only reflect net profit, traded a short on mRNA too, both breakdowns both one or two minute scalps only bc, missed huge short on FIG at 20 eating breakfast was the move hoped for yesterday, live n learn it dropped to 19.20 with 1300 or 1500 shares that’s a huge missed opportunity. Turned off computer to can’t afford to give back winnings, we’ll see later if I trade

92.23 loss on day traded mRNA once or twice and SMCI once or twice after work, eh, forced out first trade 45-, got breakeven and out, then lost it on next trade or two. Sad thing is my buy on one was good and enough of a move had it been executed on time to avoid all the other trading. More retirement money poof but improving biss and restraint, mainly unlucky on execution timing

3 trades, bought first two mistimed/executions first one just unlucky, second one too tight stop loss it broke up next minute after my out so correct just unlucky, 3rd trade prob revenge shorting into 50 it popped through hard forcing me out widening loss on day retirement money going poof gone

Worked, didn’t nap or eat bc was already late, watched mkt to gauge bias, doing buy bias mentally daily now, then changing only if necessary, not forcing to trade with retirement money, saw weekly daily hourly then lower charts, decided to try a long on PL, first entry pushed me out surprisingly fast beyond risk 70 loss, stopped, let emotions pass, revenge trading passed, decided to try a buy again in a few minutes, didn’t like action so when it gave breakeven took it which was wise

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Small then out bc weakness was right bc woulda pushed me out fast some say set trade and forget it I day use instinct and feel when in solid mental state, when drained I can see the other rule being useful