Entry comments: This is me.. oversized, bagged, depressed, ready to stop trading, being a loser, adding to a loser, holding for months because I'm and idiot, and finally accepting that I may lose way more than I willing to cope with. I preemptively entered this OTC months ago on holding company merger news and it has done absolutely nothing but delay and delay the news. On top of that I have done nothing but "average down" like a dumbass. I hate myself for this and it has caused a few sleepless nights.