viewer discrection is advised . the following ignorance your about to witness is from a fusurated day trader tyring so fucking hard to become successful . 

 

ive been taking it trade by trade like Tim says to. learning as much as i can from the hot sector of plays weve had daily for june -july . i dont even worry about the fucking money i make or try to make i just try to make the best trade that i can, usually i do a good job of keeping my emotions in but this time its really getting to me becaude i sit here day after day im up 24hrs mulitpule days a week studying Tims content, hid DVDS, my own chart patterns that i see and when it comes down to it i know the plays for e to build my now 1200 account are buying breakouts and dip buying. this shit is hard caue you can only go off of Tims help when hes there and NOT when you need it the most hence why i dint ask questions because when i do ask questions its only very important ones i see that Tim doesnt get to everybody so why would i ask if hes most likely not gonna get to me. i was so determined to become his ext Tim grattani since im young and have like 3 years to work on this . my confidence is fucked up yeah cutting losses is cool cause if i didnt my account would of been gone a long time ago but im over here cutting losses quickly EVERY SINGLE DAMN TIME on stocks im trying to buy the clear b/o or buying at a very strong support level like stocks with this one trade made me write this post this trade cracked me mentally. SO basically i just been taking it trade by trade for roughly 2 months now with a 1500 account on 22 trades,now im down to 1200 but during these 2 months i have been refining and refining and i keep losing and losing but i keep seeing the same shit over and over buying breakouts and trying to dip buy. sometimes i succeed but MOST of the time i fucking fail which i dont fucking understand cause its just like gimmie plays. im up countless hours studying and i try to dip buy i end up catching falling knives its okay i guess cause i get more and more scared that im going to lose now so this is forcing me to go back to only buying breakouts which i was successful at which also brought me my biggest gins on ACCIDENT cause it ran through my goal of where i wanted to sell at. i saw support at 1.80 where it went to the 3's came back to 1.80 ran to 2.50 came back to 1.80 then got FDA apporval with a low float low market cap i thought i was dip buying at clear support 1.80 it cracks the support and i cut my losses quicly like always im always cutting losses quickly and im this close to giving up on this shit this is so fustertaing cause i know its simple i plyed it simple and got another fucking loss. i guessit wasnt that stocks day to spike or w.e the bullshit is BUT SUCCESS ISNT EASY i learned from my osses and went back to see what stocks ive had gains on which are mostly breakoutsssss so im going back to only buying breakouts cause im so damn determind to succeed but i keep failing and yet here i am AGAIN refining. im up restless nights studying Tims content , i miss family time often, i call out of work somtimes to study and im not happy with the results im getting all i did before was buy the breakouts of low float low market capstocks and i was alwayts ready to cut losses quickly if it ended up being a fake out. maybe i have to give it more time since were slowing down in august.so  FOR ME PERSONALLY im saying fuck all that dip buying, and other shit i got in my head. buying breakouts and being ready for fake outs was what worked for me most of the time so im going back to buying breakouts and sticking with it! and if theres no brekouts that i seen that intraday then oh well ill wait until i see one because its like taking high percentage shots in basketball only buying breakouts are high percentage trades. this way also disicpline will take over and force me to be way more selective. if you read this entire blog post thank you. i wrote this out of fustration but my mind cleared up as i kept writing hence why its so disorganized. thank you.