Most of my working career ive worked extremely dangerous jobs that really aren't meant for humans, ive been in positions where if you mess up your dead or possibly maimed for life. ive been 50 feet in the air with no safety harness and nothing but a 3 inch piece of angle iron to walk on. Ive crawled inside of machinery where you couldn't imagine a person fitting. Ive worked 90 hours a week for stretches of up to 8-9 months at a time. ive slaved away until if bled and broke bones. but even after getting my foot smashed I still outworked those next to me like my foot was fine.

But all that was easy to me it was exciting and always one hell of an adrenaline rush.

Now here I am sitting at my computer for hours on end watching charts, and videos and googling and youtubeing any amount of information I can absorb. But sometimes it seems more difficult than grabbing a shovel and digging a hole for  12 hours. I know its easier to see the fruits of your labor when 12 hours later your standing in a hole. (obviously that's just for the sake of imaging)

however I am in the process of creating new neural pathways so I will eventually have my brain trained the way I want it to work, react, and think.

until all of this has become imprinted into my subconscious mind I have to figure out a way to correlate this new line of work to make me feel like I am actually accomplishing more than soaking up info.

I know learning and studying is the key to the possibility of making money in the market, 

I also know that knowledge is not power, it is only potential power. THE APPLICATION OF KNOWLEDGE IS WHERE YOU FIND POWER.

I must dive deeper into this.