So the results from my first trades in october were looking quite good for me and it felt

realy good, to go into consistent profits as i focused really only on my patterns with

calculated risk and good patience and money management. I seemed to be in attunement 

with the market, totally in step, and my performence proved it. My confidence built step 

by step as i saw the risk i took, got rewarded with grat % gains. It felt so good that i did not

see the slippery slope that i began sliding down. Over the next day's , confidently fired up to extract more capital out of the market,

I fell into a tailspin. I started taking risk's that simply were not good risk's and i paid the 

price - a $164 red day with $SPCB and a $250 red day with $ISIG. Everything was fine until

the reward was gained from risk-taking and i couldnt see the diffrence between healthy risk

and irrational exuberance anymore. The problem with euphoria ( irrational exuberance ) 

in trading is that it causes the mind that emerges from the brain to believe with certainty

that the good times are going to roll forever - thereby minimizing perceived risk.

I could write a lot more about this matter, but i think that embraced what i got myself into.

The good thing is that the only thing that prevents me from making consistent profits

and achieving my goals in trading, is myself, so i gotta be beware of my emotions while 

trading and managing them for the optimal performence.

I read a lot of stuff about trading psychologie and learn important things about the Trading mind now.

I will take the following trading week off(I didn't), to regain my composure. Big setback for my 

trading account, but that only motivates me more to work harder and rise up like a phoenix !!!