First few trades as you can see have not been pretty. Spotty wi-fi and learning a new broker platform hasn't helped. However i m still determined and will not allow any thing to deter me. My back is against the wall and all the trader wisdom is saying damn you need to get a job so I can keep trading. I can get a high paying job at the bank doing commercial lending like i use to but that will take all my time away from building my company. I would rather deliver pizzas at night or stock boxes in the evening or something. I really would like to have a gig at the airport and have traveling benefits. That would be cool. I made my second profit on the year of about $5-$6 bucks. lol I'm thankful for every dollar and lesson. I just remind myself that no matter comes my way I'm dedicated brave and stay calm in the face of adversity. I realize i keep finding the best stocks to short and know how to short.. little by little i begin to unlock the secrets and epiphanies appear. Little by little its all coming together. May the journey continue...