Month of May was choppy for me because of my panics. 1st panic was due to my internet cutting out mid trade losing me -$1,000 and then I made it worse by another -$800. 2nd, was because I was got spiked mid trade - was a literal half second away from a profitable day - by the time I got out I was -$400 - and then I panicked making it worse losing another -$2,300. And the final time, I bled out from dozens of paper cuts because I kept trading when I was emotional; losing -$1,600 on 45 trades.